This all brings up the book that I just read (I am pretty sure I have read more books this year than I have in the previous 30 years of my life - and yes, I'm 31, for those of you doing the simple math!). This book is extra special because Susanna, Verity's mom, sent it to me. Wrestling With An Angel by Greg Lucas: A Story of Love, Disability and the Lessons Of Grace. It was a quick, easy read. Mr. Lucas is the father of an adult son (18-20 years old I figure) whom started having seizures when he was a year old. Those seizures left the young man with physical and mental disabilities. However much we may want our lives to be easier, we are brought closest to God in times of great despair. That is what I learned the most with all of this. My greatest despair with Calvin was his feedings.
He eats well now. Not perfectly or as efficiently as his older brothers, but I am always saying 'thank you' to God and those of you who have prayed for his health. In a weird way, I have struggled with guilt over this. I just know how blessed we are to not have to stress over his health and feedings. I wish no one did. However, I am not going to just look the other way now. I am going to offer as much help and support to those who need it.
Again, thank you for all your support and prayers. Not a day goes by without reflection.