Lets just say I'm mega ultra stressed out.
Adobe photoshop 4 was released right after I purchased 3 back in Feb. Fortunately I was within the days of purchase and release that allowed me a free upgrade. I was very happy about that. It literally took me hours (roughly 2) to get this squared away. Talk about a waste of time. I downloaded it, finally - after 1.5 months of processing junk, and I found out my computer does not support it.
Done. Just. Like. That. I have to get over it. I can still have this version when/if I upgrade my computer. That's the thing though. It all costs money! I have to get over it and this is helping. Process process process.
If only we could upgrade our personal/body processors. I think my processor does not support all this learning!
This photography business is obviously taking a lot out of me. I do not blog much. I rarely read other blogs. I am okay with that because I know school is out soon. I am getting closer to a point in my life where something has to change. And not something small.
The 3 boys are a lot of work. As most of my readers know from personal experience.
I can say that I have cleaned my house 4 times in the last 24 hours. Not vacuum clean - pick up kind of clean. I am sick of it. I just want my life to be more simple. I always say simple is less stressful.
Sometimes I question what I am doing. Training for a tri (which one is coming up in 1 week), nursing Cal still, working 32 hours a week, house work, kid work, photography work...too much work :(
I am crazy and stupid. Simple as that. Now it's time to go round up some boys to clean up the tractors and 'manure' (Rummikubs) that are spread throughout my upper floor.
:( Please tell me it gets easier. Please tell me Calvin will sleep through the night. Soon. That one night was the one that sometimes happens every couple of months. I am tired and burnt out.
Okay, this was not a fun post! Next time? Fun.
And no, I have not gotten my new camera yet. Joe and I have spent the last 3 months trying to refinance our home. That is a whole 'nuther post. Maybe we'll close in a couple of weeks. Just lowering our interest rate but we thought we were going to have come up with 10's of thousands of dollars only to find out there is a program out there to support borrowers like us who have paid our mortgages faithfully for many years but just don't have 80% down (since the value of homes is down so darn much). We have about 93% down and our appraisal dropped about 70,000 in 3 years....
Okay. Enough negativity! Off to round up the troops!